Noises in my head
Pieces of arguments
Play on without a pause
Twisting in anguish
Suffering for an
Fixated with Perfection.
Many were my ambitious desires
Of unraveling to you sensually
the light and shadows of the real me.
In all its unfeminine crudity
But too entangled and entwined you were
In the meaningless web of my outer pretenses
At par with the world around
Loneliness enters the room unnoticed
Watching us as we sleep
And grows with the spaces between us
And the unheard words
And the subtle indifference
We wake up in a thorny place
Every word pricks our hearts
and love starts seeping through the open pores.
The heart gets emptier.
The mind fills up.
And love becomes a lesser entity.
That love which raised you to a pedestal
Now laughs and shoves you to the ground
How different you look down there
Hello, have we met before?