Such an elegant sounding word that in reality is full of shit. It just doesn’t know what it is. This is the harsh reality.
And that’s is the thing about not knowing. You can’t even begin to deal with it because you just don’t know what you are dealing with. Should you congratulate yourself and feel proud that you have made an immense achievement and gotten what you wanted and deserved or should you convince yourself that what was lost was not that important in the first place and losing it has become one of those hidden opportunities that life throws at you that makes you eventually rediscover yourself like never before. Till you realize that both of these explanations are not entirely true. The truth lies wedged somewhere in between.